about me

he/him

what should i say? i'm just a boy and i don't do much.. sometimes i draw or write (rip my empty wattpad account and my hundreds of drafts), i daydream and overthink a lot and i'm literally obsessed with genshin impact so feel free to ask for my uid

i spend most of my nights online (sometimes here, sometimes on genshin or youtube or insta..) and barely sleep during the day so if you're looking for me i'll probably answer at night (you can probably tell bc of the updates on top of my presentation lol) - also i'd love to spend entire nights talking about everything and nothing so feel free to text me anytime :)

here's my playlist (link inside the gif below), it's full of a lot of different stuff, from really great to shitty but i love it all aha (over 2k songs atm) - feel free to listen to it, send me suggestions or even just 'hey, we listen to the same stuff lol'

i recently started dating a lol player so i basically came back to discord (KayRolko#3133) and i downloaded league of legends to start playing with him so i guess this is a new topic you can text me about from now :)

yone is by far my favorite (especially spirit blossom!!) even tho i mostly play support (and i'd be happy to play with any of you :) )

update: i'm now a lillia main with a nightbringer skin!

i know my username makes it look like i made my whole personality about being trans but it really isn't the case.. i picked this username when i first came out a couple years ago and now i get texts from so many people that i just feel like keeping it for support

btw if you're currently reading this because of my username, feel free to send me a message cause we're actually a lot here

anyway, here's a bit more about me: i'm (apparently) a young adult (don't feel like it) and i gave up on school during quarantine lol tho i might study languages next year, it's very interesting :) also pretty much everything's wrong with me, i'm basically depressed with adhd and anxiety so i spend most of my time trying to joke about it :')

 feel free to come and talk about anything ^^ also i accept all the friend requests

update (sept. 22nd 2021): i'm studying exactly what i wanted to study and it's going alright so far :)

update (sept. 19th 2022): couldn't keep up last year but i'm back at it :'))

feel free to add me on genshin impact (ask for my uid by dm :) )

xiao supremacy :)

also kazuha and cyno supremacy :)

feel free to suggest me some artists/songs/movies/series, i love to discover new things :)

i didn't make a 'books' frame because i haven't read in a really long time but i used to love john green's books back in middle & high school and my favorite was definitely will & will7

at times i read it all over again and i get the feeling that i'm a weird mix of the two wills (or just pretty much exactly the same as the second one lol)

movies & series

well, i like pretty much everything so feel free to send me suggestions i'm just gonna put a small list of things i really loved to watch:

huge fan of this series: the office

a beautiful movie that you've probably heard about: call me by your name it's a wonderful Love story and also a big drama

a cool series that occurs at the beginning of the 20th century: downton abbey 

if you're looking for drama it's for you

the series i entirely watched in only 2 days because i fell in Love with it: the umbrella academy

my favorite characters are klaus (obviously) and five, they're so special to me :)

i also watched the entire series in like three days cause it's really good and this guy's relatable: here's the good place

it only took me a few days to watch it entirely: elite and here's ander, my favorite character :) (all the characters got me involved in their lives and i'm dying to watch the new season :') )

an amazing series i just remembered: dark, it left me completely mindfucked but it's absolutely wonderful (and i watched it entirely in german so it felt even better to me :) ) (also i absolutely love jonas' actor)

i just finished watching it and it's truly amazing: lupin

i've just started watching this after a good friend (nevermind we're dating now) suggested it: sao (sword art online) and i really like it even tho i usually don't watch animes :)

music

btw i'm planning on including links to my favorite song from each artist in the gifs but it sounds too complicated rn so we'll see later :')

update (sept. 22nd 2021): i managed to put a link on the first gif!! (the tokio hotel one) so i'll do all the other ones later now that i know how it works and i'll probably change the songs from time to time so feel free to come back and check :)

as you probably guessed when you saw my profile pic, i'm a huge fan of tokio hotel (yep, still alive)

but hey, don't leave right now if you don't like them, here comes a lot of cool artists ^^

i'm a huge fan: the german artist cro; his style, voice, lyrics, everything is just so great

here's palaye royale and they're absolutely fabulous

a really great band that sounds and looks so cool: hollywood undead

another band i loved as soon as i heard from it: badflower (their song daddy never fails to make me cry)

one of my favorite bands (actually discovered not long ago) is nothing but thieves

just listen to that man's voice, your heart's gonna melt

discovered thanks to the eurovision and now my playlist's full of their songs: måneskin

damiano david is like a god on earth or something

another amazing band: sum 41

simply a good old punk rock band :)

very relatable lyrics, linkin park will help you feel understood and they'll let you express your pain/sadness/anger

chester's voice will touch your heart.

then, what can i say about the red jumpsuit apparatus? these guys are really cool

here comes my chemical romance, emos out here know :)

aaaand here's yungblud, i loved his music as soon as I discovered it and this guy's really cool :)

an artist i absolutely love: NF

first rapper i heard, the legendary eminem

an amazing band that i love: weathers

anothers very cool band: the all-american rejects

good old band that we all emos know and listen to: fall out boy

relatable songs that leave an incredible feeling: arctic monkeys

the best artist for late night tears: lil peep

a band i've been listening to for years: the killers

one of my favorite bands that I've been listening to for years: green day

started really listening to them recently but discovered them a few years ago: three days grace

good old band i used to listen to quite a lot in middle school and still do today: black veil brides