Howrse - Howrse

Alrighty, I have two horses now as well, Goose and Jesse, their show names respectfully are Dynamic N' Rugged and Big League Weapon. I have trained Goose everything he knows in showmanship, as well as Jesse, and I've basically done most of her riding training as well, with some help from my mom. And Goose, since he is so much like me we've had to go to multiple trainers to get around his neurotic-ness mess that he is :) But they are both close to being finished with their training!

Goose is nine years old now, almost ten, and I've had him since he was three I believe; he was there to help me with the loss of Jay, that I mentioned up there in the crossed out section. Jesse is six now, and we've had her since she was two or three as well, so we know these two pretty well. I'm here for questions when I do get on if you want to know more about them or what happened to Zip and Jay!

Also, for those of you out there that struggle with Depression or Anxiety, I understand your pain and struggle, though its different for each person. I'm here to talk to whenever you want, if you see this. Its worth getting it off of your chest, trust me. I have the scars to prove it. Do your best to tell someone that can help you through it, because its one heck of a lot harder to struggle through anything by yourself. Its why God lets us live around so many loved ones; our parents, siblings, and friends. Sometimes their times end before we're ready to say bye too, and that's something we need to pull through. It's never a thing to forget them- remember them always. But, could you imagine how hurt they would be If their death slowed your life so much? This is not saying that you have to get over it at all, but its something we have to learn to live with because one day it'll be us. I've learned that with loosing Jay, he was my best friend and I lost him within a school day. I went to school thinking I'd go home and go out to visit him, but instead I came home to my mom crying, having put him down.

All this is basically to say that any of you out there too scared to say anything, I'm here for you. If you don't want me to say anything, I wont. You can send your whole life's story just to get it off of your chest and I'm here to listen and help. Keep strong Howrse people! And other people too <3